Julian, I'm actually talking about me right now. I don't know what she did to you. I do know that you fought her as long and as hard as you could for us. I also know that she undoubtedly threw more at you than me. She didn't try to get me to join her.
I'm not saying you're a bad friend, or a bad leader, or a bad whatever you want to consider yourself. I am saying that I didn't break because I have to be here for everyone else. That is literally the only thing I allow myself to focus on when I'm awake.
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Date: 2012-05-19 06:24 am (UTC)Julian, I'm actually talking about me right now. I don't know what she did to you. I do know that you fought her as long and as hard as you could for us. I also know that she undoubtedly threw more at you than me. She didn't try to get me to join her.
I'm not saying you're a bad friend, or a bad leader, or a bad whatever you want to consider yourself. I am saying that I didn't break because I have to be here for everyone else. That is literally the only thing I allow myself to focus on when I'm awake.