[IC: Forward dated to Saturday 19 May]

[julienned]

[YEAH I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU GUYS ARE IN HERE. it's a comatose teenager hooked up to a bunch of machines.

it's really boring.] 

Comments

[julienned]

That's my telekinetic aura, dumbass. I can't help that.

[skinofalizard]

And here I thought it was your favorite color and that's why you hung out with me.

[julienned]

It's blue, but nice try.

[skinofalizard]

Huh. Then you'd think Kurt would piss you off less.

[julienned]

He's another one who is like "oh once my cat ran away".

[skinofalizard]

Yeah, I've noticed that sometimes. He means well, but needs to learn how to just listen sometimes.

[julienned]

Are we even allowed to say that a mutant has it better than us? I mean, he's blue. But they get to go to a normal school and no-one's tried to set them on fire or anything.

[skinofalizard]

I don't know. I mean, he still had to use that holograph device and be ashamed of his physical mutations to get to go to that normal school and not be set on fire, so it's not like it was all rainbows and flowers for him, either. But I guess comparatively he's had it pretty good.

[julienned]

Makes you wonder how Cess'd be if she could use one of those.

[skinofalizard]

What would any of us be like if we were in that universe?

[julienned]

...happy, I guess.

[skinofalizard]

And so what's the point of thinking about it at all? It'll just make us even sadder.

[julienned]

You never sit and go "what if?"

Wow, that's sad.

[skinofalizard]

Sure I do. I just go "what if I die today" or "what if I can't protect the people I care about" That way when I come back to reality, I feel better because I realize none of those things happened. Of course, I guess I can scratch "what if I lose my other arm" off my list.

[julienned]

Clearly you did protect people, dumbass. I heard that.

[skinofalizard]

That's my point, Julian. I sit and wonder what would happen if I couldn't, then I come back to reality and I do it. Because I already know what will happen if I can't.

[julienned]

Then stop worrying about that stuff. You can. You always do. Stop doubting it, it's annoying.

[skinofalizard]

[sort of glancing at his giant spiky left shoulder]

Not always.

[julienned]

Still here, aren't I?

[skinofalizard]

Yeah, but I was trying to do it without getting hurt.

[julienned]

Thanks for bleeding on me, by the way. That and the crazy redhead talking in my head was just what I needed.

[skinofalizard]

Well, I was going to wipe it off, but my hands were kind of full with...you know, my hand.

[julienned]

At least I've already had mutant AIDS or whatever we're calling the Legacy Virus now.

[skinofalizard]

[clearly joking]

Oh, nice, worry about AIDS because the gay one bled on you.

[julienned]

Shouldn't you be worried that I'll give it to you?