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[IC: Forward dated to Saturday 19 May]
[YEAH I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU GUYS ARE IN HERE. it's a comatose teenager hooked up to a bunch of machines.
it's really boring.]
it's really boring.]
Well, again, it could have been the screaming.
...what did you hear? Relating to me, specifically.
...what did you hear? Relating to me, specifically.
No, you're the dumbass that does that. I'm the badass that does that. You said so yourself.
And I'm actually good at it.
...it's kind of why the Phoenix couldn't break me.
...it's kind of why the Phoenix couldn't break me.
[rolls his eyes]
Julian, I'm actually talking about me right now. I don't know what she did to you. I do know that you fought her as long and as hard as you could for us. I also know that she undoubtedly threw more at you than me. She didn't try to get me to join her.
I'm not saying you're a bad friend, or a bad leader, or a bad whatever you want to consider yourself. I am saying that I didn't break because I have to be here for everyone else. That is literally the only thing I allow myself to focus on when I'm awake.
Julian, I'm actually talking about me right now. I don't know what she did to you. I do know that you fought her as long and as hard as you could for us. I also know that she undoubtedly threw more at you than me. She didn't try to get me to join her.
I'm not saying you're a bad friend, or a bad leader, or a bad whatever you want to consider yourself. I am saying that I didn't break because I have to be here for everyone else. That is literally the only thing I allow myself to focus on when I'm awake.
We're so busy trying to be there for each other we forget to actually rely on each other once in a while, too.
How do you think we should go about fixing that? Do you think we even can, at this point?
Yeah. I guess you wouldn't any more than me. Sorry.
I'm not sure negative attention is better than nothing.
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