[IC: Forward dated to Saturday 19 May]

[julienned]

[YEAH I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU GUYS ARE IN HERE. it's a comatose teenager hooked up to a bunch of machines.

it's really boring.] 

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[skinofalizard]

If you had died, you would have just come right back.

And then I would have killed her.

[julienned]

You too, huh?

[skinofalizard]

I'd be more surprised if one of us wouldn't at least try.

[julienned]

And it's not like I'd be there to stop you.

[skinofalizard]

You know, I need to ask. What were you trying to do, anyway?

[julienned]

Two things.

[he holds up his mangled hand...makes a face and holds up the other one instead. counts on his fingers]

One: find out why this is going on and how to stop it. And two: if she does go all genocidal, to focus on me because I'm the one most able to defend themselves if she gets all TK-spammy.

[skinofalizard]

Two more things.

[not bothering to hold up either of his mangled hands]

One: It's going on because Ms. Grey can't control herself. And two: that was a bad plan.

[julienned]

One: Not quite, but you're a ton closer than Ms Grey is. And two: I didn't expect her to ask me to join her!

[skinofalizard]

I don't care what you were expecting, Julian! We're all we have to count on. You don't get to make a call like that on your own, and you sure as hell don't get to do it without telling anyone what your plan is!

[julienned]

If I had told you, you'd all stop me. And then we wouldn't know what I know now and we wouldn't be able to stop her! I don't know if you hadn't noticed, but this version of Jean Grey isn't willing to make a sacrifice!

[skinofalizard]

Or we would have let you go while being around to make sure it didn't get to the point where you were in a coma for a week! Or we could have come up with an entirely different plan that didn't end horribly.

[makes an incredibly frustrated face because he knows there's absolutely no point in continuing this]

What do you know now? If I'm allowed to know.

[but that doesn't mean he won't]

[julienned]

It's not like you're going to run off and tell Magneto, are you?

[he rakes his hand through his hair]

Look, we all have moments where we think how much we hate what is going on with us. It's how we deal with them that's important. She doesn't deal with them, she pretends she doesn't have them and dumps them all on some other personality she's gone and created ... or the Phoenix Force, or whatever. This crap hurts my head. But everything negative about her life, about us, she dumps on that instead of dealing with it herself. Then she can pretend it's not her: it's someone else that is just using her as a meat puppet.

It is her, and she is never going to control it until she faces up to the fact that you know what? We hate what's going on with us. That she dislikes us, despite being part of the same species, because we don't trust her. And until she faces that, we're going to have a cosmic entity doing what she wants and won't acknowledge.

[skinofalizard]

Oh, yeah, me an Magneto? We're like this.

[raises a hand with two crossed fingers, then drops it and sighs]

That makes sense. She loses control over it when she gets angry, which is when those feelings probably bubble up the most. Let's just hope she works that out before this gets worse.

[julienned]

She won't. She keeps insisting it was someone else, and from what Sofia tells me, everyone except us is reinforcing that.

It's going to be a tough fight when it comes down to that.

[skinofalizard]

It's one we'll have to have, though. Hopefully together, next time.

[julienned]

She can't mindfuck all of us, surely. Not if we're distracting her.

[skinofalizard]

She couldn't even do it to me alone. Probably didn't try as hard as she did on you, though.

[julienned]

What I always wanted: a crazy redhead trying to get me to join her by mindfucking me so bad I forgot my own name.

[skinofalizard]

Weren't you just saying before this happened that crazy ladies were more fun?

[julienned]

Sofia level crazy, not destroy the world crazy.

[skinofalizard]

Maybe you should be more specific, next time.

[julienned]

She is like Polaris level crazy.

[skinofalizard]

I don't know, Polaris seemed pretty stable when she was here.

[julienned]

Yeah, and the alternate version Summers isn't a raging prick 100% of the time and Ms Grey is a petulant kid.

Also Professor Xavier and Magneto had better not be screwing in our universe because gross.

[skinofalizard]

Well, I can promise it isn't in their file.