[IC: Forward dated to Saturday 19 May]

[julienned]

[YEAH I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU GUYS ARE IN HERE. it's a comatose teenager hooked up to a bunch of machines.

it's really boring.] 

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[julienned]

[how could anyone compare to Santo?]

[skinofalizard]

[i bet onyxx could, back when he was still alive

why is everyone we know dead]

[julienned]

[because we're a generation of child soldiers drafted into a war that will destroy us all, bro.]

[skinofalizard]

[oh.

right.

there is that]

[julienned]

[also no-one loves or wants us and we know it. That too.]

[skinofalizard]

[we love us and want us. in a totally unhealthy fashion.

ANYWAY he's waiting until everyone else that's been in and out today are currently Out

then he sighs]

So. Things are pretty fucked up lately, huh?

[julienned]

[this level of codependency is totally healthy, seriously!

Also this icon's keyword cracks me up.]

[skinofalizard]

[it doesn't count until Julian's in a coma!]

I told Miss Grey I'd kill her if she lost it again. The bad part is I think I meant it.

[julienned]

[also clones and people on fire]

[skinofalizard]

[maybe a death or two. but only if the dead people are suitably forgettable]

I'm not going to let her hurt anyone else. And I'm definitely not going to let one of the others take her down.

[sad chuckle]

Alani actually offered. That's how messed up we've gotten.

[julienned]

[you're breaking his heart Victor :(]

[skinofalizard]

Meanwhile, I can only open up to someone in a coma. God, I hope you can't hear this.

[julienned]

[FORTUNATELY HE WILL NEVER TELL.]

[skinofalizard]

[you're a good friend, Julian]

I remember when I could actually talk to you about things when you were conscious. I kind of miss that.

[julienned]

[yeah well sorry about that.]

[skinofalizard]

Not that that's your fault. I'm always so focused on just being there for everyone else that I don't even let myself think about myself.

[julienned]

[that's because you're dumb. and also because julian is doing the same thing. maybe the two of you ought to work on that.

in bed.]

[skinofalizard]

[july will be here before we know it]

That's something you never get about me. You think I'm always seconds away from snapping myself, but as long as a single one of you is still around, I'll never break.

[julienned]

[let the healing light of mistletoe help them all.]

[skinofalizard]

[if Julian would just accept it, they could help themselves more than twice a year]

Guess I can more of a leader than I like to think.

[julienned]

[but that would lead to perhaps a healthy relationship and we can't have that. ALSO THAT'S WHY HE LEFT THEM TO YOU DUDE.]

[skinofalizard]

[it would really just deepen the codependency]

Even though I hate thinking of us as a team that needs a leader...we both know that just ends with Wolverine and Cyclops fighting while we do all the work.

[julienned]

[one day!!! one day someone will realise it. also julian if he was awake would be just dude, i have been telling you this for ages.]

[skinofalizard]

[no one, ever. they'd have to care first

also hey you used to be all I'M THE LEADER HERE ME ME ME]

I guess we can't get away from it, though. Even here, there's always something.

[julienned]

[I AM. BETTER REPRESENT.]